Listening to muttons after like so long is so darn refreshing.
Yay muttons, you make my night [porn much].

I am seriously so TIRED.

I cannot cope with anyth currently.
The only lesson i get in school is PW.
And thats because we have not started lessons, and only gotten our group.
Which, by the way, ROCKS!
We are so multi-racial eh?

I cannot cope with chem, and i have to write some shit to avoid being shouted at by ny dearest CT.
But the thing is, the shit has to look sensible, and well.. of JC standard.
But i just can't.
So i totally skipped it.
Most probably my parents would be called/ i would be sent out of class.
I really can't make it lor.

Math is such a goner.
My Amath is already a piece of shit.
And now you ask me to further it.

Biology.. no comment.

And my chinese teacher is such a..

Did I actually choose the correct combination.
Was i right in the first place to actually choose a JC.
Whats the point of going to school at 7am and coming back twelve hours later??

And i seriously got nowhere to turn to.
If i were in JSS, i would have jirozincchuf to complain to.
And here at PJC, mama and I end up emo-ing on the bus.

I cannot cope with my violin exam either.
My pieces lack emotion, timing, tempo and god-knows-what.
My scales are not consistent.
My sight reading is a goner because i think i am partially blind or sth,
And my aural.. I wasn't blessed with a voice sweet as honey.
And my WORST fear is actually failing the exam.
Or any portion of it.
I hate failing, ok who doesn't?

No one told me that the transition between sec sch and a god-damned JC would be so HUGE.

And once again, for the infinite time in my useless life, i am regretting.

Shit.

Mama, thanks for listening to me rant about *lame sign.
Jiro, thanks for entertaining me, as always.

Bah, just fuck it.

I finish lesson at 5.30pm tmr.
Cheers, another day of hell.