I have GP tmr [then again who doesn't huh?] and I so don't want to go to sch.

Hmm. I wonder if it is possible.
I just want to stay home and rot.

Maybe it is true, maybe its so damn true that I won't make it.
Not now, not forever.

Seriously.

Whats the point of living a lie, lying to myself day and night that I can make it?

Not trying hard enough, I think so too.
But truth is, I am.
I am trying, it may not be the extreme oh-just-kill-me-now extent, but I am still trying.

And Math of all the thing, one subject that I actually do tutorials way beforehand.

Fuck this, seriously.

Ok this is so damn drama hahahah -.-